Okay, I am kinda hesitant about writing this blog because I don't want to make any of the "people" in my life mad or think I'm cheating because I am kinda attached.
But, whatever this is a blog...
So, ever since I moved to NY I've subconsciously been wanting to date... No haps but I eventually met a few guys. Ok the 1st guy I met...the situation was so weird. I was working at the shop on a saturday I believe and it was late in the evening. I was at the pedicure station finishing up this lady's feet and I look at the door and this tall sexy guy walks in OMG! I watched him while I cleaned up and he paid me no mind. He dropped of a pair off white uptowns and left. I didn't even ask my boss about him because I knew that he wasn't the type of guy I would normally deal with despite my initial attraction.
the next time I saw him was on that following thursday. He came for a pedicure. I was nervous as hell. He took his shoes off and his feet were all nice. So I start to file and buff his toe nails. He wasn't paying my ass any mind as far as I could tell. The whole time Im doing his feet underneath my boobs were sweating and my forehead. I was about to clip his cuticle with the nipper and he told me to be careful because he was diabetic. I don't know why but that really turned me on. I scrubbed his feet and then massaged them and I think he was getting aroused because he kept shifting his body and looking at me. I finished the pedi and that was that.
There was no conversation at all. That blew my mind because most men that I do manis or pedis for always hit on me or at least talk to me. I really liked that about him. He kept coming by more and more and one day I asked my boss about him. I told her that I thought he was hot, but I didnt think he was interested because he doesnt pay me any attention. His friend was in the shop when I said that and he overheard me so he tells him. So like 5 minutes later sexy comes in and asks me for my number.. His voice was so low and smooth and he called my phone and rushed out the shop. I think he was talking low so I could move in closer to him.. *squeals*
That turned me on too because he just left me sitting there in this dumb daze. He does that to me all the time. He comes in talks to me for a little then leaves abruptly, leaving me wanting more.
But anyway what happened was that one day I wasn't feeling good and I went in the office to put my head down. There was a knock on the office door and it was him. I opened the door and he came in and asked if I was okay. Then he asked me for a hug and I gave him one. Then he just stared in my eyes and kissed me on my cheek. Then my neck and he put his arms around my waist and he told me he wasn't happy with his current living situation. He explained to me that he had 2 babies and girl at home. i BACKED OFF. I couldn't possibly get in the middle of that.
Of course he kept coming by more and more. Then one day he asked me to give him a manicure which I did. While I massaged his hands we were talking a little. He was looking me in my eyes and he mentioned something about me and him and forever. Then he started biting his lips and closing his eyes and then he asked me to stop and he just got up and left.
I consider him a love I never got to love.. Ehhh oh well
